Im so sick of everything. Mainly my friends. And the stupid drama they cause.<br>1. Spending the night.<br>Alright, when you tell me you're going to come over my house I get excited. I want to make it clear now, nearly every day Im home alone all day and night. I get lonely, so I constantly invite people over. Well, my one friend always says shes going to come over. Then she'll call me like 15 minutes before shes supposed to come and be like ''Im not coming, my mom/dad changed her/his mind.'' If you're gonna cancel on me, at least give me some warning so I can make new plans and not spend my entire day waiting on you.<br><br>2. Useless fighting.<br>Im tired of my friends fighting over useless crap and puting me in the middle. It messes up my life, and its not even my fight.<br><br>3. Using me.<br>I always get used. I have some nice things, but its not like I have anything to be jealous of. Why would you just go to stay at me house so you can wear my clothes, use my computer, or play my videogames and then just leave and not talk to me? It hurts me, even if you don't think it does. <br><br>4. Toying with my emotions.<br>Im so sick of my friends pissing me of, or making me upset, because they think its funny. They make me cry, the push me to the point where I can't take like anymore and I just want to crawl away and die, and then they just laugh about it. They even tell me when I ask them why they did somthing, ''Its just fun to mess with you.'' And when Im not there they'll be like ''Haha, and did you see her cry?'' ''Did you see how funny it was when she got mad?'' Guys, I hate to tell you, but its not funny to make someone else cry, or mad for no reason. Its hurtful and you don't even care.<br><br>However, this doesnt apply to all of my friends, just 75% or more of them. I have few friends who don't do this to me. And they wonder why I act the way I do. They wonder why Im always making smart remarks. They wonder why Im such a ''freak''. They wonder why my best friend is my year and a half year old cousin. They wonder why I listen to ''That stupid screaming music.'' (I don't say anything about what they listen too.) Really, I like myself guys, so stop trying to get me to change. I just cant take it. Im ready to peel away my old life, forget them all, meet all new friends and start eveything over. I wish I could. But its not going to happen.<br> <br>Rude comments don't help anything, so please don't post any. Feel free to give advice or say something positive though. -Hands out cupcakes to anyone who read all of that-

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Semper Fi.
Semper Fi.